whine.

[raven]

I haven't been to bed yet, I have six hours to read for and write this essay, I have meta-anxiety and a big ghastly flat-party in the evening full of people I don't know (and apparently, I have to get the alcohol for, and jesus, I wish people wouldn't just assume that I have nothing to do), people won't stop telling me their fucking problems, and I just dumped half a mug of coffee onto my laptop.

Yeah, I really, really don't want to be here right now. Urgh.

Edited to add: Actually, about tonight. Would anyone not mind too much if I came over tonight just to hide? I wouldn't distract you from work or revision or anything else you were doing, and I wouldn't eat your food, I'd just sit in a corner and be invisible. I just don't think I can stay here right now.

Comments

[jacinthsong.livejournal.com]

Would it help if I came over? I mean, I will be essay-crisising as well, but if you want to do it in company (and have the ego boost that this is the one I was asking you about three days ago, this week has been such a clusterfuck) am happy to wander down with laptop. Is fine if you don't particularly want to see people/me (as I haven't been helping lately re: problems, I know), of course.

Surely you don't have to be in for much of tonight? Tim's party is just down the road, which will admittedly also have drunk people you don't know, but at least you won't have to be all hostess-like. I'm just going to pop by for an hour or two, so you're welcome to give me a call and come back with me (hur hur) if you can't get to sleep in the flat.

[jacinthsong.livejournal.com]

Ah! The edit! Yes, would be fine, what time were you thinking? As I said, I'll be going out for a bit, but I can be back here by about 8 if you like. And silly, you're welcome to all of my food.

[loneraven.livejournal.com]

That would be so great, thank you. I don't know if I can make my excuses when I actually live here, but if it gets really bad, could I come and meet you somewhere (Tim's thing, or up at House of Joy if that's where you happen to be)? I really don't want to stay, and I need to hide somewhere to write this essay. I just can't seem to work here this afternoon.

[jacinthsong.livejournal.com]

Hello!

/dork

[loneraven.livejournal.com]

BAD LAURA!

[biascut.livejournal.com]

Oh sweetie, I'm sorry everything is so shit at the moment. Hugs, lots of 'em.

[loneraven.livejournal.com]

Thank you. *loves*

[parrot-knight.livejournal.com]

It's definitely a good thing to say when you don't want to be involved in something you have been conveyorbelted into. Keep going. *supportive gestures*

[loneraven.livejournal.com]

Thanks. I'm still going. *smiles*

[foreverdirt.livejournal.com]

Oh, hey, I'm going to be out all evening (6:30 to midnight) -- I can give you the keys to my room if you want somewhere totally people-free for a while. Let me know before 6:15 if that appeals. :)

[loneraven.livejournal.com]

Thanks so much for having offered, I really did appreciate this. *loves*

[me-ves-y-sufres.livejournal.com]

Although you have had several offers already you are more than welcome to crash at my place, tea and quietness guaranteed.

[loneraven.livejournal.com]

Thank you for offering, it's very sweet. :)

[chiasmata]

Ack, sweetie - I'm sorry. And, were I in Oxford, you'd be more than welcome. But that's not much help...

(Also: I'm OK, ish, thank you - cried on Clare massively a few hours ago, and am feeling better for it. Hmm.) xxx

[loneraven.livejournal.com]

Glad you're a bit better. *loves* You're not back in Ox until tomorrow, right? Just wanted to say,t looks like Wednesday night isn't free for me after all! (Bloody Cerberus.) How's Friday for you?

[emily-shore.livejournal.com]

I'm a bit late (just got back from London) but wanted to offer my room anyway in a retrospective moral-support sort of way. Next time.

[loneraven.livejournal.com]

Thank you, dear. Hope you're enjoying all the new music. :)

[the-acrobat.livejournal.com]

You can come hide in my house any time you want. I have lots of extra work space.
<3

[loneraven.livejournal.com]

Heee. *loves* Wish I could come hide in your house. No-one here would ever find me, that's for sure.

[gamesiplay.livejournal.com]

We have two spare bedrooms at the moment, as apparently half my family has gone on cross-country trips. Take your pick. :)