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I am faintly aggravated, but nowhere nearly as badly as I was yesterday. Today I am only faintly aggravated because of usual boredom and well, boredom. And revision, about which I Do Not Care.

I couldn't sleep again last night, so I now have a headache from dragging myself out of bed much too early. And I'm hungry and there's nothing to eat, so yes, my life is all going wrong, but I'm emphasising the point it's not going as badly wrong as it was yesterday. Not that anything actually happened to make the situation worse yesterday - nothing actually happened, but I was thinking about it too much.

I think I'd like to do something different. Something that isn't revision/writing/lurking on the internet. Something to get me out of my own head for a while. For example, last night [livejournal.com profile] purplerainbow and I were putting together a list of things we absolutely must do after the exams. It's a nice list and I may eventually post it, even though some of the items on it are decidedly strange.

I think most of all, I need to get out of the house. Go somewhere, do something, probably with some of you people, and I don't know, kick back and enjoy myself for a while. The problem is, I've probably left it too late. Exams start in earnest next week, and unless I can arrange something for tomorrow, it's most likely a no-hoper.

So I may just self-destruct. Even the exams are something, because they involve getting up and being somewhere at a certain time, so there's purpose involved. What I'm doing now is some sort of strange half-life - I can't work because I feel like I'm not achieving anything, and I can't go out because I have to work. It's a problem, but it will be solved. I hope, anyway.

Right now I think I should get off the computer, drink some coffee, and all the rest of it.

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