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Apr. 10th, 2006 07:35 pmI am going to fail my prelims.
Yes, I am. I can't see any way out of the fact I am stupid, mathematically illiterate, entirely lacking in both time and understanding, boring, conventional, fundamentally inadequate and lacking a single original thought.
In short: everything, but particularly me, is hopeless. I've revised Economics for three weeks now, and I still can't answer a single past paper question. Collections are in ten days from now.
When did all of it get so bad all of a sudden? I don't know. It just did. I don't know what to do. I don't know. I don't know anything right now.
So much for not thinking about it. So much for being a grown-up. I'm not a grown-up, I'm an emo teenage wreck.
Yes, I am. I can't see any way out of the fact I am stupid, mathematically illiterate, entirely lacking in both time and understanding, boring, conventional, fundamentally inadequate and lacking a single original thought.
In short: everything, but particularly me, is hopeless. I've revised Economics for three weeks now, and I still can't answer a single past paper question. Collections are in ten days from now.
When did all of it get so bad all of a sudden? I don't know. It just did. I don't know what to do. I don't know. I don't know anything right now.
So much for not thinking about it. So much for being a grown-up. I'm not a grown-up, I'm an emo teenage wreck.