Tiredness, and icons
May. 12th, 2003 05:06 pmBefore I go on, I have reached my icon limit. I have two depressed icons, one pissed off one, two for when I feel reflective, one for when it's late at night, two fandom ones (that also count as happy ones, as I'm usually happy when talking about fandom), one new, pretty and amusing one for when I'm happy (used on this post), and the default, which I use because it's also pretty and reminds me of myself when younger. I think this is all too unbalanced, but what can you do?
The day has been utterly exhausting. I can't explain why, as there was nothing out of the ordinary, but perhaps it's just because I didn't have much of a rest at the weekend and tomorrow is our devised drama practical and I'm dreading it because I hate it and Becca really wants it go right while I'm finding it more and more difficult to care because in essence, ever since I realised none of my writing would be credited (and I can't act), I haven't cared.
I'm much too tired to write much in here, and besides I know my mother will attempt to make me revise tonight. Ideally, I'd like to write. I felt the beginnings of a plot bunny earlier, and I'd just love to take an hour or two just teasing it out into its full potential, but it's so not going to happen and it annoys me because I get so few bunnies.
I'm rambling because I'm tired and losing the thread. I'd better go now, I suppose.
The day has been utterly exhausting. I can't explain why, as there was nothing out of the ordinary, but perhaps it's just because I didn't have much of a rest at the weekend and tomorrow is our devised drama practical and I'm dreading it because I hate it and Becca really wants it go right while I'm finding it more and more difficult to care because in essence, ever since I realised none of my writing would be credited (and I can't act), I haven't cared.
I'm much too tired to write much in here, and besides I know my mother will attempt to make me revise tonight. Ideally, I'd like to write. I felt the beginnings of a plot bunny earlier, and I'd just love to take an hour or two just teasing it out into its full potential, but it's so not going to happen and it annoys me because I get so few bunnies.
I'm rambling because I'm tired and losing the thread. I'd better go now, I suppose.