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As this conversation contains everything I want to write about at the moment, I've decided to be lazy and use the holy tools of cut and paste.

Lap four? Lap FOUR?!?! Why does Kimi get all the crap bits of car? says:
hello!!
Raven says:
I am going to be here for precisely 20 min. Damn revision!
Lap four? Lap FOUR?!?! Why does Kimi get all the crap bits of car? says:
lol
Raven says:
so don't be offended when I disappear!
Lap four? Lap FOUR?!?! Why does Kimi get all the crap bits of car? says:
ok
Lap four? Lap FOUR?!?! Why does Kimi get all the crap bits of car? says:
in the interests of my poor fingers not having to type this out all over again... http://213.86.53.167/tribeworld/ubb/ultimatebb.php?ubb=get_topic&f=1&t=023865
Raven says:
what is it?
Lap four? Lap FOUR?!?! Why does Kimi get all the crap bits of car? says:
about the police...helicopter....our house...*eek*
Raven says:
huh?
Lap four? Lap FOUR?!?! Why does Kimi get all the crap bits of car? says:
go read it!
Raven says:
while I go see, have you seen this?
Lap four? Lap FOUR?!?! Why does Kimi get all the crap bits of car? says:
ok, i have to go eat dinner in a minute
Lap four? Lap FOUR?!?! Why does Kimi get all the crap bits of car? says:
what?
Raven says:
HELIOPOLIS NEWS:
Due to server problems and other personal commitments, the Heliopolis Archivists will be on hiatus until the end of June. Until then the Search Engine will stay offline, as well as the Submission Forms, which means we will not accept any new stories for the time being.
We will try and catch up with all the stories submitted before May 5th within the next 2 weeks.


Lap four? Lap FOUR?!?! Why does Kimi get all the crap bits of car? says:
the end of JUNE!!!!!!
Raven says:
I know!
Raven says:
the world hates me!!!
Lap four? Lap FOUR?!?! Why does Kimi get all the crap bits of car? says:
the good thing with that is that i'll have loasd of time to write now (i wrote a page this morning)
Raven says:
yay(!)
Lap four? Lap FOUR?!?! Why does Kimi get all the crap bits of car? says:
lol
Lap four? Lap FOUR?!?! Why does Kimi get all the crap bits of car? says:
and i have exams soon...maybe its not such a bad thing
Raven says:
seriously - what the hell am I going to do?!?!?! My exams are sooner than yours- and fanfic keeps me sane!
Lap four? Lap FOUR?!?! Why does Kimi get all the crap bits of car? says:
lol
Lap four? Lap FOUR?!?! Why does Kimi get all the crap bits of car? says:
i would say write more...but you've written so damn much!

Lap four? Lap FOUR?!?! Why does Kimi get all the crap bits of car? says:
have you read that thingie?
Raven says:
about the helicopter - yes - weird - and what do you mean, I've written so damn much???
Lap four? Lap FOUR?!?! Why does Kimi get all the crap bits of car? says:
thirty-whatever-it-is?!
Lap four? Lap FOUR?!?! Why does Kimi get all the crap bits of car? says:
*eek*
Lap four? Lap FOUR?!?! Why does Kimi get all the crap bits of car? says:
ok, pissed off parents want me to eat now
Raven says:
see you in the evening!
Lap four? Lap FOUR?!?! Why does Kimi get all the crap bits of car? says:
ok
Raven says:
I have 10 min left!
Lap four? Lap FOUR?!?! Why does Kimi get all the crap bits of car? says:
byebye
Lap four? Lap FOUR?!?! Why does Kimi get all the crap bits of car? says:
lol
Raven says:
bye!

There you go. My life is completely sucky. Em has a helicopter above her house. Heliopolis is on "hiatus." I've written so "damn much." I have to go revise. Damn them all!
*flaps wings and squawks disconsolately*
*wonders if that is really how you spell "squawks"*
*decides to shut up now*

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I'm kinda bored at this point. Have answered all outstanding e-mail, read all mailing list messages, read everyone's lj, decided to watch Voyager today cause it's a good one, and come to the conclusion my life is complete crap.
Have always wanted to complain about America, so will take time to do so now. I have said before that the entire country is like a big red apple - pretty and shiny and rotten to the core. American teenagers have worse lives than we do. Their parents are terrified of them falling into a "bad crowd" so they keep them busy every waking minute. They all "take classes" - ballet, tap, ice skating, piano, etiquette! They never make their own plans - they can't because there's no such thing as public transport.
You know in Liverpool, the bombed-out church at the top of Bold Street? If you start there, walk all the way down, across the road and through the city, right up till you reach the courts at the other end, that's basically the whole city you've walked through, and as far as we know, Liverpool has been like that for hundreds of years. In America, there's no such thing! And as for courts itself... American parents are terrified their kids might just "hang out." Someone asked me what I do with my friends over there, I said "We hang out," and the whole room exchanged grim looks. They might as well have said out loud, "And she seemed so nice..."
One thing I found particularly hard to believe - once a year, they have sniffer dogs inspect their lockers for drugs! They thought my life was idyliic - maybe we don't have so much space as them, such perfect facilities, as much choice as they do, but we're free and they're not. That's it.

"I woke up, mourning."

I woke up, mourning

I woke up dead today

I aged a thousand years

Or more

I flinch when you are nice

You kill me with a single word

When angels fuck and devils kiss, i'm sure

I'll bask in your forever

You just waste my time

I want to drag you down

Down with me

I wanted to help

To help destroy the world

I wanted to be that

To be that special girl

Everybody's got a little something to hide... but me

Everybody's got a little someone to crush... but me

I'm living in human teenage mediocrity

Everybody's got a little someone to trust... but me

I dreamed that i was you

I dreamed your ego died

Sad who loves you more than i do

I know you lied

I'll bask in your forever

Fucking waste of time

Angels fuck and devils screw

I wanted to heal me

And then destroy the world

Piss in your heart and be that

And be that special girl

Everybody's got a little something to hide... but me

Everybody's got a little someone to crush... but me

I'm living in teenage negative mediocrity

Everybody's got a little someone to trust... but me

But me, but you

Not me

Hate you

Love me, love me, hate you

Want me, fuck you, hate me

Kill you

Fuck me, like you, want me

Like you want you fuck you

Fuck me, fuck you, fuck you fuck you fuck me

Fuck you, fuck me, fuck you fuck you fuck me

Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you fuck you fuck me

I will never make it better

I will never make it better

It will always hurt you fucking asshole