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ravenThe real reason I wear the red gloves is so there will be a constant in my life. Both of my incarnations like and wear them... so I don't like to take them off. I was wearing them in the assembly this morning and they're all anybody seems to be able to remember.
I didn't get any results today. Only did work... listened to teachers ramble and took notes. It's like I'm at the beginning of a four-month crescendo... it starts here, taking notes, doing coursework as always, and the load will build up and build up and finally peak in late May and early June, actually doing my exams, and then I get three months of glorious nothingness afterwards. This bit, the winter-evenings-and-constant-work bit, is the part that wouldn't be shown if my life were a novel or made-for-TV-movie. This is the point where the pages would just fly off the calendar in a magical breeze. Of course, I can't do that, I have to experience every second of every minute, even though I would like to have my consciouness reduced to robot-like status until May. I don't need the finer points of my brain at present, so why waste them? I don't need to get bored and feel restive and suffer from wanderlust now... all I need is the Neanderthal-learn-facts-and-regurgitate-them parts of my mind.
Anyway, enough of that. My watch has stopped at twenty minutes past four, so I've taken it off and now feel odd without it. And I just came online to be greeted with some emails from![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
purplerainbow and snowdrop24. Em's thinking of doing a sponsored 48-hour fast at Easter... for the record, Em, I'm all for it.
And looking forward to finding out why Ben's being a prat again.
It's notcaptain_kruger, it's a different Ben. I hope.
I didn't get any results today. Only did work... listened to teachers ramble and took notes. It's like I'm at the beginning of a four-month crescendo... it starts here, taking notes, doing coursework as always, and the load will build up and build up and finally peak in late May and early June, actually doing my exams, and then I get three months of glorious nothingness afterwards. This bit, the winter-evenings-and-constant-work bit, is the part that wouldn't be shown if my life were a novel or made-for-TV-movie. This is the point where the pages would just fly off the calendar in a magical breeze. Of course, I can't do that, I have to experience every second of every minute, even though I would like to have my consciouness reduced to robot-like status until May. I don't need the finer points of my brain at present, so why waste them? I don't need to get bored and feel restive and suffer from wanderlust now... all I need is the Neanderthal-learn-facts-and-regurgitate-them parts of my mind.
Anyway, enough of that. My watch has stopped at twenty minutes past four, so I've taken it off and now feel odd without it. And I just came online to be greeted with some emails from
purplerainbow and snowdrop24. Em's thinking of doing a sponsored 48-hour fast at Easter... for the record, Em, I'm all for it.And looking forward to finding out why Ben's being a prat again.
It's not
captain_kruger, it's a different Ben. I hope.
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on 2003-01-29 10:37 am (UTC)What have I done??
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on 2003-01-29 11:36 am (UTC)Anyway, rest easy, I still love you.
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on 2003-01-29 12:05 pm (UTC)xxxx