Losing track

I'm losing track of just about everything. And because it's been a week since I was on this computer last, I've also lost the ability to type on it. It feels all weird 'n' icky. Um...

I wish I'd had net access yesterday - actually, I wish I'd had net access since Friday, because I have this odd need to keep a journal. I don't know why. Ever since I arrived on Livejournal I've had the added benefit of inflicting my journal on other people, which is also good. But yes - yesterday. I have a new schoolbag, a Pucca one for which I blame flickgc, whom I went to Camden with yesterday. I really can't believe that was yesterday - the only concrete reminder of it is the bag. I fell asleep on the train, and woke up hungry, but I missed most of the journey and am therefore having a hard time orientating myself.

School was utterly exhausting. As _detroit was kind enough to remind me, I had a To Kill a Mockingbird timed essay to write, for which I had not revised, and I wrote three sides of utter crap and my pen ran out three times. This was followed by a history test, for which I had kind of sort of revised, and that gave me writers' cramp. Didn't have any breaks today, because of tests and revision and suchlike, and also Drama - still haven't finished Billy Liar, and I begin to think we never will. This Drama GCSE was never a good idea and it seems to be even less of a good idea now, as I didn't do the make-up evaluation and to be perfectly honest I don't believe I ever will.

Several things have come to light - mainly the fact we're going to Alton Towers in a fortnight and I have exactly nine school days left. I have my oral in a week, and I know nothing. I can't speak French. There's also the tonnes of maths past papers which I haven't touched, and I don't know why. They're panic-inducing because each one is a two-hour paper, and there's three of them.

This is the point where I panic.

And just to add spice to the endless variety that is my life - Becca's Pissed Off. The awards' night is tomorrow night, and Katrina can't come ("Your mother won't let you?!"), Meg can't come ("You prefer four-legged things to people!"), Yusra can't come ("What the hell do you mean, it's too short notice!"), I can't come ("A Divali party in May?!") and Lucinda can't come ("I don't wanna hear it...").
Thus far, it's Bev who's going, and possibly Emma. And so Becca is annoyed. I don't think I blame her, as she did tell everyone weeks in advance, but is a little bit amusing.

I might go for a couple of hours, actually. I have yet to decide.

And lastly - the school have blocked livejournal.com. By virtue of my paid account, I can access my own journal and friends page, but no .bml pages. Irritating in the extreme, especially as everyone on my friends list talks a lot.

And one more thing - really, the last thing - I've lost another set of badges. I bought some yesterday, and I've still got those, as far as I know, but I've lost the ones for disc0nnect. Sigh. I am hopeless. Judging by this entire entry, I am completely hopeless.