Fangirlishness - because I never reuse a subject

[raven]

This is lonely.
snowdrop24 is going through an obsessive Stargate fangirlishness phase.
purplerainbow is a Buffy fangirl.
osiris13 is a part of NaNoWriMo, which isn't quite the same thing, but is something.

But I'm not a fangirlie any more, not really. I can't cope with Stargate fandom any more - not that SG-5 wasn't one of the more refreshingly different experiences of my life, but still - because I don't feel up to the flamewars. I think I'm quoting from one of scorpionmars's icons, but "Feel no shame for what you are" is one of the precious few things I believe in. I don't want to have to continually defend what I liked and didn't like about Stargate, and those are past tense verbs because I don't think I qualify as a Stargate fangirlie any more.

I love M*A*S*H - but it isn't a fandom in the true sense of the word. It's more like a community, because it's so small. I love it, but I'm new to it.

I never really noticed how much of my life is taken up by fangirlishness. And now it's not there... I don't like it. It feels lonely.