Rhapsodising
Nov. 10th, 2002 12:36 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
ravenYuk. Feel sick.
I have spent the evening doing very little, talking to Pedar, thinking about writing letters but not writing any, and basic stuff like that.
Hannah and I went into rhapsodising mode over Konstantine earlier - my depressed state of a week ago coincided with the time I was playing it obsessively, and the same thing seems to be happening to her. That song is so beautiful it can't be put into words.
Talking of music, I've ordered Nirvana's greatest hits album, succintly titled "Nirvana." Amazon finally agreed to send it to this address and not Sunny's address in Darwin, Australia.
I guess I'm more tired than I thought I was. I was going to stay online, but I've already done everything I could do, and this update really wasn't necessary. It's just something that puts off going to bed.
Sometimes I wonder if I'm actually afraid of going to bed - I try and avoid it with such a passion. But I know that's not true - I cling to it with the same passion in the dark hours of the morning. It's a matter of my being a night owl, I guess - I like the night. I don't want to waste it in mere slothful sleep. Equally, I don't want to drag myself from my oasis in the morning, the time when I am at my least intelligent and most sarcastic, a weak combination.
If I had my way, sometimes I wouldn't get out of bed at all.![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
snowdrop24 kids about it, but she's more right than she realises - there are days on which, left to my own devices, I would stay in bed for twenty hours out of twenty-four. I like the place between sleep and wakefulness... somehow, everything seems better there.
I have spent the evening doing very little, talking to Pedar, thinking about writing letters but not writing any, and basic stuff like that.
Hannah and I went into rhapsodising mode over Konstantine earlier - my depressed state of a week ago coincided with the time I was playing it obsessively, and the same thing seems to be happening to her. That song is so beautiful it can't be put into words.
Talking of music, I've ordered Nirvana's greatest hits album, succintly titled "Nirvana." Amazon finally agreed to send it to this address and not Sunny's address in Darwin, Australia.
I guess I'm more tired than I thought I was. I was going to stay online, but I've already done everything I could do, and this update really wasn't necessary. It's just something that puts off going to bed.
Sometimes I wonder if I'm actually afraid of going to bed - I try and avoid it with such a passion. But I know that's not true - I cling to it with the same passion in the dark hours of the morning. It's a matter of my being a night owl, I guess - I like the night. I don't want to waste it in mere slothful sleep. Equally, I don't want to drag myself from my oasis in the morning, the time when I am at my least intelligent and most sarcastic, a weak combination.
If I had my way, sometimes I wouldn't get out of bed at all.
snowdrop24 kids about it, but she's more right than she realises - there are days on which, left to my own devices, I would stay in bed for twenty hours out of twenty-four. I like the place between sleep and wakefulness... somehow, everything seems better there.
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on 2002-11-10 03:50 am (UTC)I decided to get up at 9, set my alarm, and then kept hitting the snooze button - 6 times, no less - and then turned it off.
Woke up at 11.04, went downstairs and ate 4 chocolate crispie cakes (yum!) and alice informed me that i'd missed the 2 minutes silence. We'll have one in school anyway tomorrow.
It was when I tried to reply that I realised I'd lost my voice!
Oops.
On a happy note - I accidentally left WinMX running while I was downstairs (making crispie cakes, watching 10 things I hate about you, and watching casualty) - and when I came back up, that and fields of gold had long since finished downloading!
:)
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on 2002-11-10 04:07 am (UTC)"That" song I was referring to would be Konstantine
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on 2002-11-10 09:56 am (UTC)you have Konstantine!!
*sobs*
does that mean i don't have to lend you mine?
*huggles CD possessively*
Or am I just being selfish?
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on 2002-11-10 09:57 am (UTC)wouldn't we all rather stay in bed?
I am sooo much more a night person than a morning.
Morning = bad
I could stay up all night, if I could sleep all day.
Promise me we'll do it sometime???
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on 2002-11-10 09:58 am (UTC)(okay... am also descending into hyperbole. Will stop now).
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on 2002-11-10 10:22 am (UTC)*shudders* his voice is goddly...
*they'll never hurt you like I do...*
*sinks into happy dreamworld filled with Andrew McMahon*
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on 2002-11-10 01:04 pm (UTC)Re:
on 2002-11-11 09:52 am (UTC)*huggles*