Oh, I'm sorry that I've reminded you of negative feelings. [hugs] I sometimes lock my rages, too, because I also feel like shouting, "It's nobody's gorram business and don't bloody well comment to this!" Sometimes you just need pure rage, and nobody trying to reason with you.
Um, but yes. [hugs] Sorry. I was angry at her from the, "Oh my god, how can you possibly think that about your child?" side of it, but - I'd at least be interested in hearing your side of it, like I'm always interested to hear what you feel about your identity. There'll always be a giant glass wall between 'me' and 'understanding' because y'know - I'm pinkish (how are we called white? Really?) in a pinkish land.
Then again, your emotions are not just playthings for me to interestedly prod at. (I think this is why I'm a Hufflepuff and not a Ravenclaw. [giggles] I am interested in learning new things, but only if it doesn't inconvenience anyone else, if that's all right, mumble mimble wimble.)
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on 2007-07-31 09:26 pm (UTC)Um, but yes. [hugs] Sorry. I was angry at her from the, "Oh my god, how can you possibly think that about your child?" side of it, but - I'd at least be interested in hearing your side of it, like I'm always interested to hear what you feel about your identity. There'll always be a giant glass wall between 'me' and 'understanding' because y'know - I'm pinkish (how are we called white? Really?) in a pinkish land.
Then again, your emotions are not just playthings for me to interestedly prod at. (I think this is why I'm a Hufflepuff and not a Ravenclaw. [giggles] I am interested in learning new things, but only if it doesn't inconvenience anyone else, if that's all right, mumble mimble wimble.)