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raven ([personal profile] raven) wrote2014-12-01 07:17 pm

Meme #1 - a writing life

I didn't promise to do these in any order! So let's begin with [personal profile] marginaliana, who asked: "I'd love to hear about your long term writing goals. Where do you see your writing life ten years from now, if you think that far ahead?"

Ten years ahead!

Here's the scary part - ten years ago, I was at about the beginning of my writing life. I was seventeen, and I'd been writing since I was twelve, so perhaps not the very beginning, but I wrote a story around that time - Walking Barefoot to Palestine - which apart from making me some friends who have stayed with me for years (hi, Sal!), has the dubious honour of being one of the first stories I ever wrote that I can still bear to look at. I've always thought that year marked a turning point: the year my writing became less about ALL MY FEELINGS and more about a craft I worked at, though one with enough feelings to keep me going for another decade and half-million words. I have no formal training as a writer beyond, er, A-level English and Legal Draftswomanship 101, but that ten years has been an education: I've written and edited and been edited and practised and played and tried things and written a few things I'm proud of and a few that were terrible but enormous fun and generally had the time of my life.

I've also written a novel and published some short stories, but - I did both of those this year. At the beginning of 2014, I resolved to get some original publication credits, and I did that, and finally finished the novel last month to boot, though it's out being looked at right now - so here's what I hope for ten years' time. To be able to look back at me-at-twenty-seven as I do now at me-at-seventeen, and say: that was a great time in my life, a time of transformation. Not quite so much transformation, perhaps - I think there's probably more change in a life, writing or otherwise, between seventeen and twenty-seven than there is at other times - but certainly change, and trying and learning new things. And one thing I have very recently started doing is thinking of myself as a writer. Not just a fanfic writer or just as someone who has a hobby to fit around my day job or just, anything - but a writer, someone who writes, a lot, every day. I look forward to meeting the version of myself who's been sustained by that thought for such a length of time.

We shall see.
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[personal profile] riverlight 2014-12-02 12:07 am (UTC)(link)
That's so neat to read! It makes me reflect on my own writing life, and makes me wonder too about the writing lives of friends. What good thought-provoking stuff.

Also: congrats on finishing the novel! That's huge!
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[personal profile] marginaliana 2014-12-02 01:30 am (UTC)(link)
And one thing I have very recently started doing is thinking of myself as a writer.

It's interesting to see when and how different people start putting on this mantle. Thanks very much for answering my question!
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[personal profile] escritoireazul 2014-12-02 02:37 am (UTC)(link)
And one thing I have very recently started doing is thinking of myself as a writer. Not just a fanfic writer or just as someone who has a hobby to fit around my day job or just, anything - but a writer, someone who writes, a lot, every day. I look forward to meeting the version of myself who's been sustained by that thought for such a length of time.

This was all interesting to read, but the above part in particular struck a chord with me. What a great thing to do, and how wonderful to know you have that to look forward to down the road. I am inspired.
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[personal profile] st_aurafina 2014-12-02 07:33 am (UTC)(link)
This was awesome to read, and I wish you lots of luck with the book!
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[personal profile] alwaystheocean 2014-12-04 03:49 pm (UTC)(link)
You know, as someone who admires you as a writer tremendously and is only finally being brave enough to write and put complete works of fanfiction out there for others to read after half a lifetime in fandom, I found this a) lovely to read for you and b) encouraging to read for me! <3
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[personal profile] alwaystheocean 2014-12-11 11:40 am (UTC)(link)
It really is! Like part of me is cross with myself for taking this long to get HERE but most of me is just happy to finally be here and pretty chill with the knowledge that we all do things in our own time. :) Yay writing for all basically. :D

[identity profile] yiskah.livejournal.com 2014-12-02 08:49 am (UTC)(link)
I also look forward to meeting that version of you!