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Things that are causing me to be anxious at the moment, a non-exhaustive list:
1. Sleeping (ahaha, it is a hollow laughter);
2. Wedding, comma, the one this weekend (what if it all goes wrong! what if everyone hates everyone else! what if the friend-of-a-friend band don't turn up! what if I FALL ON MY FACE! what if the carefully constructed schedule all falls to pieces! my entire family are coming! it will be just another instance of my inability to do anything right! (see also 5!) oh hell);
3. Wedding, comma, the one in December, the one that is ages away (ages away! ages! John Lewis are selling Christmas stuff!);
4. Welcome to Night Vale (I haven't listened to the latest episode - what if Carlos and Cecil break up? what will I doooo? self, are you really so invested in a half-hour podcast about made-up people? yes yes yes, oh help)
5. Continued unemployment (I had three job interviews last week - it looks like I have not got any of the three jobs);
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yuletide nominations (it looks so complicated! there has been so much on it I've missed! if I nominate anything it will all go wrong and I will be one of those people who cannot follow simple instructions!);
7. Writing. Can't do it any more. Not a word. Making a speech on Saturday that I haven't written. Hi.
Largely due to (1) and (3), I am not on Twitter or Tumblr a lot this week.
Things that are not causing me to be anxious at the moment, an exhaustive list:
1. Shim;
2. Parks and Recreation (post coming on WHY I LOVE THIS STUPID SHOW SO MUCH, spoilers it has to do with municipal land use and planning!);
3. BBC Alba (I wish I were kidding. I just watched a thoughtful news report on the status of minority languages in Europe. I understood about one word in ten. It was great.).
4. Shim.
1. Sleeping (ahaha, it is a hollow laughter);
2. Wedding, comma, the one this weekend (what if it all goes wrong! what if everyone hates everyone else! what if the friend-of-a-friend band don't turn up! what if I FALL ON MY FACE! what if the carefully constructed schedule all falls to pieces! my entire family are coming! it will be just another instance of my inability to do anything right! (see also 5!) oh hell);
3. Wedding, comma, the one in December, the one that is ages away (ages away! ages! John Lewis are selling Christmas stuff!);
4. Welcome to Night Vale (I haven't listened to the latest episode - what if Carlos and Cecil break up? what will I doooo? self, are you really so invested in a half-hour podcast about made-up people? yes yes yes, oh help)
5. Continued unemployment (I had three job interviews last week - it looks like I have not got any of the three jobs);
6.
yuletide nominations (it looks so complicated! there has been so much on it I've missed! if I nominate anything it will all go wrong and I will be one of those people who cannot follow simple instructions!);7. Writing. Can't do it any more. Not a word. Making a speech on Saturday that I haven't written. Hi.
Largely due to (1) and (3), I am not on Twitter or Tumblr a lot this week.
Things that are not causing me to be anxious at the moment, an exhaustive list:
1. Shim;
2. Parks and Recreation (post coming on WHY I LOVE THIS STUPID SHOW SO MUCH, spoilers it has to do with municipal land use and planning!);
3. BBC Alba (I wish I were kidding. I just watched a thoughtful news report on the status of minority languages in Europe. I understood about one word in ten. It was great.).
4. Shim.
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1. you are marrying Shim, and I can see where Shim is on that list you just wrote. Even if the day itself is not exactly how it "should" be, that detail is the important one.
2. THREE JOB INTERVIEWS. Seriously, given the short time you've been on the market (comparatively - I am sure it feels FOREVER), that is amazing. Not even beginning to be kidding, that is very impressive and it says excellent things about your chances.
3. I am pretty sure nothing awful happened in Night Vale even though I haven't heard it yet either.
4. I don't think anyone really gets the new Yuletide thing yet but we will muddle through.
5. *HUGS*
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