What it boils down to is quite simple, actually. What gets to me is that I don't get a decent celebration at Christmas, because I'm not Christian and my family have never celebrated it even secularly, but I don't get Diwali either, because I don't live in India (or even an area of Britain with many Indian people), and it's never going to be the same here. In the end I don't get any kind of celebration or festival that I can enjoy properly, and that's what I'm bitter about.

Also: I got a Christmas card from you today! :) Thank you. *loves*